i ain't know what to put as the title header as of today... i've been thinking on what's good to do during the hols but sometimes i guess i'm a little too institutionalize to can't able to sit still and not doing anything...
perhaps i'm just not getting used to lazing around and enjoy the breath of freedom.. why? i do'nt noe myself.. prob i'm just afraid i get too complacent with things and then unable to concentrate when i start the next semester...
but come to think of it, i'm on hols.. but what will hols be if there's this gaping hole of i don't know what to do, or perhaps the computer box has become so boring it's no more compelling anymore... or the tv that i wasn't used to watch programmes now become even more boring?
when i went back to uni i was greeted with many surprise faces... 'what are you doing here?' 'u passed rite?' 'go home and enjoy urself'....
but the surprising thing is that at home, i'm just feeling useless... i don't noe why... i've been cooking alot lately cuz i just want to get over the feeling of not having anything to do... experimenting different types of dishes so i don't get bored with the same old thing i eat.. the irony is that i feel i can cook pretty well, and next week i'm doing cooking as an elective, no thanks to 'you know who' who happens to be my tutor who insisted that no medical attachment as an elective... boy, he really did screw up vivian for wanting to do medical elective in australia.. i mean can't he have some sense? or shall i beat some sense into him?
my hiccups have stopped since monday nite.... i don't experience the uncomfortable feeling of saying something and then *hic*! thats some progress... and now i think i'm going on a lose weight prog which i set myself to cut from 65-60kg...
heck it will work... i obviously can't stop eating whenever i'm the one who cooks in the house...
oh well, i remembered how i spent the 2005 year rotting at home and wanting to do something, and now it seems that i'm prob sucked into that same predicament as well... it's kinda going in that direction anyway... so what the heck...
and here i am, blogging away cuz there's nothing else to do... i would love to go do some hiking or some outdoor activities but all needs $$$.. haih.. had i only have that much $$$ with me...
but anyway, i guess for the next couple of days after my cooking electives, you will prob find me in the library.. i guess i feel more comfortable there than sitting at home and watching some shitty prog or playing my transformers game which i can't pass the level where ironhide has got to take out one of the decepticons...
i ramble too much i guess... but that's how life is after less than a week the results are out... some ppl are going langkawi, some to spore, some vietnam, and i'm sure there are some, whom like me, just sits at home and wait till the sun rises and falls without much anticipation... i don't noe, i guess i'm just bored...
i can't wait to go tioman.. so those interested who's reading my post, pls do like u noe, call me at my no, or drop me a msg here before the 23rd of july... those who have absolutely nothing to do, very the free free kinda person, the tioman trip is on 15-18 aug... if nobody goes, i think i'll just go myself anyway...
*sunken into the gaping hole called boring-ness...*
perhaps i'm just not getting used to lazing around and enjoy the breath of freedom.. why? i do'nt noe myself.. prob i'm just afraid i get too complacent with things and then unable to concentrate when i start the next semester...
but come to think of it, i'm on hols.. but what will hols be if there's this gaping hole of i don't know what to do, or perhaps the computer box has become so boring it's no more compelling anymore... or the tv that i wasn't used to watch programmes now become even more boring?
when i went back to uni i was greeted with many surprise faces... 'what are you doing here?' 'u passed rite?' 'go home and enjoy urself'....
but the surprising thing is that at home, i'm just feeling useless... i don't noe why... i've been cooking alot lately cuz i just want to get over the feeling of not having anything to do... experimenting different types of dishes so i don't get bored with the same old thing i eat.. the irony is that i feel i can cook pretty well, and next week i'm doing cooking as an elective, no thanks to 'you know who' who happens to be my tutor who insisted that no medical attachment as an elective... boy, he really did screw up vivian for wanting to do medical elective in australia.. i mean can't he have some sense? or shall i beat some sense into him?
my hiccups have stopped since monday nite.... i don't experience the uncomfortable feeling of saying something and then *hic*! thats some progress... and now i think i'm going on a lose weight prog which i set myself to cut from 65-60kg...
heck it will work... i obviously can't stop eating whenever i'm the one who cooks in the house...
oh well, i remembered how i spent the 2005 year rotting at home and wanting to do something, and now it seems that i'm prob sucked into that same predicament as well... it's kinda going in that direction anyway... so what the heck...
and here i am, blogging away cuz there's nothing else to do... i would love to go do some hiking or some outdoor activities but all needs $$$.. haih.. had i only have that much $$$ with me...
but anyway, i guess for the next couple of days after my cooking electives, you will prob find me in the library.. i guess i feel more comfortable there than sitting at home and watching some shitty prog or playing my transformers game which i can't pass the level where ironhide has got to take out one of the decepticons...
i ramble too much i guess... but that's how life is after less than a week the results are out... some ppl are going langkawi, some to spore, some vietnam, and i'm sure there are some, whom like me, just sits at home and wait till the sun rises and falls without much anticipation... i don't noe, i guess i'm just bored...
i can't wait to go tioman.. so those interested who's reading my post, pls do like u noe, call me at my no, or drop me a msg here before the 23rd of july... those who have absolutely nothing to do, very the free free kinda person, the tioman trip is on 15-18 aug... if nobody goes, i think i'll just go myself anyway...
*sunken into the gaping hole called boring-ness...*
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