orientation

hey ppl...
i should be sleeping by now.. yeah i should... it's already late(well it's back to schooling life)... and i'm just darn tired...
but then it's orientation week... so i'm excited about it.. well.. already seniors wat... ahaha... get to wear the seniors shirt... ehehe... but then din really rag the juniors alot lar today during the ice breakers.. this time around, i felt that the ice breakers were so much better than ours 100 times? ahaha.. yeah.. u can agree with me on that... M106 orientation was like so shitty... just sit down like banduan penjara and get pelted by stink bombs from the 4th floor... this time the stink bomb didn't stink, and it's thrown at ground level.. ahaha... i can safely say that this time around, the M206 orientation was much much milder than ours...
okok... just had to write something in my blog cuz it's like when start class arleady it's gonna be tough to update my blog.. so i'm here blogging while listening to 'climb every mountain' from the sound of music... it's one of my fav also... cuz the lyrics are just so meaningful and of course, the song is nice itself... ahaha.. what am i talking lar.. nice song cukup lar.. ahaha... already blur and still have to write something sumore.. ehehe... so for those who love to play this song, i'll put this song together with guitar chords for those who wants it...

Climb every mountain, search high and low
Follow every byway, every path you know
Climb every mountain, ford every stream
Follow every rainbow, till you find your dream

/ C D G - Gm7 C Fmaj7 - / Fm6 - C - Dm7 G7 C - / :

A dream that will need
All the love you can give
Every day of your life
For as long as you live

/ F - / Dm G C Cmaj7 Am D7 /
  / G - / Em7 A D - D7 - /

Climb every mountain, ford every stream
Follow every rainbow, till you find your dream

/ G A7 D - Dm7 G Cmaj7 - /
  / Am Am7 Dm Dm7 C Am/maj7 F6 G7 C Dm7 C - /

{Repeat last two verses}

well, nothing is easy in life... we have to climb every mountain that lies in our path.. it's never an easy road in whatever we do... but we just have to hold firm in our course and follow it till we get our dreams in life...
take this opportunity to wish all the juniors a warm welcome to imu and may you get what you chase for here in imu....
and as for myself, it's just listening to this song over and over again on midi format while accompanying my guitar and singing along though i have already lost my voice.. ahaha...
good nite ppl... have to rest a lot before treasure hunt...=P

雪の華

oh well, the pic above is the sakura at full bloom... my japanese friend sent it to me... that's what i'm feeling now.. happy? ahaha.. better than yest of course..=P isn't it beautiful? wished i had a sakura tree right in front of my house...*still dreaming*.. just got up from my afternoon slumber... haven't been taking long naps for a long time.... this time, my sleep was therapeutic... since i'm feeling much better now, both 'spiritually' and physically, just would like to blog on my most fav song, one of the many songs i love that can lull me to sleep... love it 2 d max!! muaks!=)
雪の華...

のびた人陰を舗道に並べ
夕闇のなかをキミと歩いてる
手を繋いでいつまでもずっと
そばにいれたなら泣けちゃうくらい

風が冷たくなって
冬の匂いがした
そろそろこの街に
キミと近付ける季節がくる

今年, 最初の雪の華を
2人寄り添って
眺めているこの時間に
シアワセがあふれだす
甘えとか弱さじゃない
ただ, キミを愛してる
心からそう思った

キミがいると どんなことでも
乗りきれるような気持ちになってる
こんな日々がいつまでもきっと
続いてくことを祈っているよ

風が窓を揺らした
夜は揺り起して
どんな悲しいことも
ボクが笑顔へと変えてあげる

舞い落ちてきた雪の華が
窓の外ずっと
降りやむことを知らずに
ボクらの街を染める
誰かのために何かを
したいと思えるのが
愛ということを知った

もし, キミを失ったしたなら
星になってキミを照らすだろう
笑顔も 涙に濡れてる夜も
いつもいつでもそばにいるよ

今年, 最初雪の華を
2人寄り添って
眺めているこの時間に
シアワセがあふれだす
甘えとか弱さやない
ただ, キミずっと
このまま一緒にいたい
素直にそう思える

この街に降り積もってく
真っ白雪の華
2人の胸にそっと想いだを描くよ
これからもキミとずっと...

彩虹天堂

我不知不觉又徘徊在从前,

秋风悄悄的呼唤听来尽是孤单,

落叶的期盼片片左右为难,

心走寂寞攀跟著飘进黑暗.

我不闻不问也许好过一点,

被遗憾关在房间挣扎只是拖延,

无望的空谈一声声的轻叹,

回忆扯不断怎黱摆脱纠缠.

找不到方向往彩虹天堂,

有你说的爱在用幸福触摸忧伤.

两个人相守直到白发苍苍,

自由的飞翔在灿烂的星光.

找不到方向往彩虹天堂,

有你说的爱在用幸福触摸忧伤.

两个人相守直到白发苍苍,

自由的飞翔在灿烂的星光有你在我身旁.

wishing my life was like rainbow heaven... wouldn't u want it 2?

物忘我.......=)

damn 'out' today...

huh.. u must be thinking why today's damn 'out'... yeah.. it is damn out...
ok... i had to skip the first briefing for orientation cuz my granny had to be carried to the hospital for painkiller injection.. not too bad u might think... well, it wasn't till i got to her house, some little drama unfolded...
basically, she wanted or my aunt wanted or both of them wanted to take my granny to see a chinese medicine practitioner and not her usual doc from gleneagles intan... so after some thought, we decided to take her to tung shin hospital.. and yeah.. it's all the way down jalan pudu.. and today's monday...
ok lor, first, my granduncle passed away, we din break the news to grandma.. fair enuf... dad was like 'please don't tell her'... okok. understandable.. then as usual, my grandma was like complaining her leg's all pain, can't stretch, can't this and can't that... normal lar.. after a fall... and we carried her to the car.. she's 75kg btw... so it was 2 aunts and me carrying her down from her apartment to the car... no lifts were available...
and so off we drove in 2 cars to tung shin... my aunt's car and mine... and while on jalan yap kwan seng, i was hit at the back by some f**king asshole naza ria who thought i crossed the junction but i hadn't.... din even come down to say sorry and when i crossed the junction, this guy just drove pass me! no plate... WMF 109... later go to police station to file report.. sumore got the cheek to glare at me.. who's in the wrong now??? i was like if i'm alone and not with my aunt, and got nothing important to do, i would come down and screw that asshole... to hell lar with him... one wave of a sorry also don't have...
so when we got there, we needed a wheelchair for granny so we went to the ER straight... and something happened worst than that little bump at the back of my car...
some f**king asshole again parked right in front of the ER ramp blocking all the way for the wheelchair.. so i thought at first it was really an emergency lar... until....................... the driver came out and casually walked into the payment counter and queue out to pay the bills...
i was like.... yeah... WHAT THE #$#$%^%^&&!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IT'S A DAMN E.R... U THINK U PRESIDENT OR SOMETHING AR.. and he drives oni a waja.. what emergency case is this?
i couldn't take it anymore cuz that guy was standing right next to me and my aunt and we were so disgusted with his actions of blocking up the ramp... we just let loose lar.. straight at his face... and i told him ,"damn OUT lar u mr..." got any brains????? u think u own the ER? (not really like that lar, but in a nicer way... but i think i got my msg across)
and then it's my granny's case, i think it's all about ageism... normal lar.. classic case of hypochondriasis.. (imu behav sc class).. long story but actually we concluded that granny wasn't really in pain but just needed some attention by docs.... just to reassure her that she's alright and no big deal about the pain...
then we went back, carried her back to her bed and i drove back... xan's at movie now with her friend, aaron... wanted to drop by summit but then i just can't... i'm tired and exhausted... my granny doesn't stay near subang.. she stays in ampang.. so it's like 35km x 2... plus i braved kl jam today sumore...got hit in the butt by some friggin naza driver... and i really don't have the energy left...
that's all for now.. beh tahan redi.. need to go to bed to catch a wink...

great genting trip... but bad day today...

where should i start?
ok.. tuesday, the gang went to genting for the theme park... pei, keat seong, jia hwang, sze mun, denise, xan and me.. yey! such great fun... i shook off the 'scardy cat' in me to sit corkscrew twice! yeah! twice man... cuz nobody was there so we like sat it twice in a row... jump off and went back to queueing again... first time i sat at the back with keat seong... damn nice wei... first time on corkscrew... phew! couldn't believe the feeling! then 2nd time sat the most front one... this time our butts were flying off the seats while we took the loop... and the best part was that we had to maintain the 'peace' pose all the way thru the ride... and luckily our safety lock din come loose, cuz actually the carriage behind us it just came off! damn scary wei....
then finally xan sat rides in genting! she sat the flying seat thingy... i dunno what's that called and also the flying dragon! yey! sudah maju already my dear mousy!=P and later the 7 of us played bumper boat... there was a boat mati engine but then managed to be repaired just during our turn... then luckily pei's boat died oni after the whole bumping and banging finished... that day was our very lucky day... ahaha...=P we also had some real nice time sitting the antique car... which we banged pei's carriage countless times cuz they stop all of a sudden.... (changing driver)...
ah.. all is not done yet if i haven't spoke on food.. yes! we had like the kfc combo party set for 7-8 ppl... RM 89.50 which turned out to be RM 93.98 after tax... boy! how much i ate! me, keat seong and jia hwang had 4 chickens each.. plus i whacked half of the large mash potatoes, coleslaw and the cheesy wedges...=P and after that shared the large pepsi with xan.... wah... after that, mampui wei... din eat dinner that nite...=P u can't imagine how i felt watching everyone eat their mc d's dinner and i just watch them oni...=( *shouldn't have overate*...
okok... so today i just finished having lunch with geoff, pei, denise and xan... then while eating, dad sms and said that my granduncle passed away.. it hit my mum like a blow.. she was like 'what???' when i called home to tell her... so tmw dad and mum leaving to penang till sun maybe to oversee the funeral thing... haih... we all will die in the end... i just hope that i lived my life to the fullest before i go into the arms of god... and pray that i shall lead a happy life till the end of days...
so i take this opportunity to tell my friends that you ppl have been great all these times.. and if there was any arguments/conflict it's been over with... we live a very short life and i hope i do live it meaningfully... i love my parents, my relatives, my friends and of course, my dear xan...=)

bak kut tehs....

today met up with some of my friends for a bak kut teh session for breakfast in the morning... well... first time i'm having bak kut teh for breakfast and guess my stomach is not taking it very well... i'm having some discomfort and feel real lousy, don't noe is it lack of sleep or it's just simply because of bak kut teh...

so it was just galen, jia lynn, alex and me at yu kee bak kut teh for breakfast at 9am... the bak kut teh was great... but then some real funny thing happen...
u noe when u r having ur meals, there's always this guy who will come by ur table and ask u to buy lottery tickets or not (the scratch and win type) lar... cuz we sat there from 9am to 11.30 am, we counted he came over about 7 times to ask us to buy his lottery tickets... at first we were polite lar saying no and don't wanna buy.. but then it became rather annoying man... he coming over to me, galen, alex and jia lynn saying "mau beli ka? esok buka" something lidat lar...
we turned him down politely initially until it became such a sore in our butts we just ignored him and the laughed and shook our heads once he left our tables... it was rather cruel on our side lar... pity that man who needs to sell lottery tickets for a living.. but then, at least he should have some sense in him, being turned down and then keep asking again... argh... got into our nerves this morning...
well.. besides that, nothing's up much... having these heat blisters round my thighs that make walking difficult.. guess must be cuz of the sweat and heat when i was at the courts teaching kids... how am i suppose to be ready for tmw's genting trip? but i have to.. no matter what... think positive! it's going to get better... it will!!! i will not miss tmw's trip... been looking forward all these while...=)
yesterday xan gave me something special... she made it herself.. and it was so nice.. guess cuz it was made by her and it took effort and time i really do appreaciate it alot... it's a bookmark for my bible... love you too dear...=)

sri cempaka musical

yesterday was a busy day.. but it was good... it was real good... and i enjoyed it really much...
well.... as usual lar.. mornings are filled with training kids squash in sunway club... my electives are pretty long but i seem to enjoy it.. considering the fact that i have to deal with young kids who throws tantrum as an when they like it and they really need someone patient enuf to train them.. initially it was tough but then not until yesterday my chief coach said something that made me happy..
Mr leong: jen lye, you are real patient person... if it was leroy teaching, he'll just surrender them to me.
JL: all in a days work man... me patient? wait till u see me loose my temper...
Mr. L: good training ground for you to learn patience and u seem to be doing pretty good
JL: thanks!

yey! cool isn't it? but in the courts with the kids ain't cool at all... they throw rackets, don't wanna do box runs, hit squash balls like didn't eat rice for 10 days.. scold them oni they black face and "I TELL MY MUMMY AR.. SHE'S OUTSIDE"
argh!!!!!!!!!!! menyampah betul!
ok then.. huge sigh of relief after teaching.. then my aunt say that go over her place at 6pm to leave together for my cousin's musical in cheras... and boy, i can tell you... it's the best high school musical i've ever been to...
to start with, the choir and the actors and actresses have vocal trainings since last year by some real reknown trainer.... and then the props... goodness! it was real good... plus the guitarist and the violinist... and then choreographs of the dances... my rating for a high school musical? 5 STARS!!! it was real good.... how i wished i brought xan there to share the really momentous performance of my cousin... it would be a good time spent together...=)
well... today's just finish teaching.. just relaxing in my room... i haven't taken bfast yet... and i'm starving, tired, sore all over... haih... oh and xan sent me something nice... first i was a bit shocked till i read the whole msg...
xan: i'm sorry but i don't wanna talk to you anymore... good bye 4ever. My doctor says i should avoid SWEET stuff... and YOU are one of d sweetest people i know!!!

you are too 2 me xan.. muax!
ok... can't wait till tues to see the rest of the gang in genting... and also can't wait to see you dearie mousy....=)
that's all for now... argh... i bet those reading my blog now could hear my stomach growling...=P chao to eat...

of garfield and click

hey fellas...
jen lye's back in town... ahahaha.. okok... so i just came back from pyramid.... and it was a nice day today.. except for the fact that i have training later at 8pm, my day has never been that wonderful...
so, xan wanted to eat kai fan at first, mana tau the shop we wanna go to tutup.. haih... next time, call up the shop and ask..."got buka or not?" then if buka reserve a table for 2 with ever replenishing chicken drumstick and rice... ahaha.. jk..=P so in the end we went to apollos to eat hokkien mee and for xan, roasted pork rice...
after that brunch, off we went to pyramid to watch garfield and click... it was supposed to be garfield and ice skating but then my 'teacher' called in sick(leg ache after yoga)=P so no skating today... ahaha... but then it was like a blessing in disguise... really... cuz we watched click.. and that for sure was a good show... plus i'm having training later so don't tire out my leg muscles..:)
well... garfield was so so.. but I CRIED WATCHING CLICK... it was a humourous yet touching movie that move hearts... it's never too late to start spending time with ur families and of your loved ones... i'm glad to have watched it with xan....=)
after movie go jalan jalan lor... stopped by waffle world for a waffle... was great... i mean the waffle was crispy on the outside but soft on the inside.. ahaha... u have to try it fellas... and it was great also for the fact that i was having it with xan... =) then left at bout 5.30pm, went over xan's place.... then left for home after had a chat with her mum...
okok.. just had a quick dinner... just to tahan lapar before i start training... have to be serious with training now.. pj open up next.. can't bloody hell humiliate myself as first round casualty... nyeh nyeh... and i can't wait till next week tues! we are going genting!!! again.. but so what???? with yee pei, geoff, hwei wan, denise and angelene... so it's the imu 'library furnitures' trip to genting..=P i bet it's gonna be great.. just hope that this time don't rain.... if not haih... spoil the fun....
ok then... that's all.. been great all week and today's no less.. miss my dear mousy... love you lots too...
have a great week fellas! and if possible, do pamper urself once in a while.. u all deserve some spoiling...=P

9/8/06

hey everyone...
well... can't help but to say i'm broke... ahahhaa.. went to 3k to buy my prince racket strung with ashaway supernick micro string.. i had to go there anyway for my sis's ncode racket.. she snapped her string last training.. and my racket's cracked.. i do hope that this time my racket can last bit longer.... the previous dunlop racket i bought just last year in october cracked by december and bought the price M+ game during CNY and cracked by april.. shit man... both rackets and 2 shoes cost me arleady nearly 1000 bucks... and hardly last for a couple of months... this is my 3rd racket in like one year... haih... why am i talking something sad after i bought my racket arleady? but i've left the place RM330 poorer today...
yesterday i went to midvalley with kajen and gang to watch er.... 'the break up'... shit... even i forgot what movie i watched just yesterday.... maybe too much movies in one month? heck.. guess i've watched practically every movie in town except the horror ones lar... and tmw i'm watching either garfield or click with xan.... supposed to be garfield as planned but if no tickets we'll change to click....
well well... yesterday had kim gary with the gang... and i ordered some beef rice lar... heck.... when i saw kajen's bake cheese rice with pork i was like 'what the heck?' why are they so generous with pork and not beef? his pork is nearly twice the size of my beef.. jealous like shit! but as usual lar i bandaraya, ellice can't finish her noodles so i just went down like an eagle on it's prey.. ahahhaa... boy..... next time at kim gary's never order beef or chicken.. my advice, stick to pork! it's nice anyway...:p
so.. after the movie, i went to gopi's place to have a chat with him and geetha.. then joel, my neighbour called and say.. "pasar malam mate?" so i went back and had dinner first then off i went with him...
u noe one thing, guys stomach are bottomless pits... we went pass some apom shop and bought apom to eat... went to the fatman steamboat and had a couple of sticks... then kuih then sugarcane water then popiah... then double chin... ahhaa.. the rate i'm going, i'm just going to grow super fat... and worst, pj open is like coming sept... need to bloody hell lose weight but how lar... food is just so good here in msia...
then bought seedless grapes... came back and talked to xan.... and played cs... it's so addictive man this game... and shit i'm just playing with bots oni... i'm so gonna unistall this game when i'm back in imu...
that's all then.. can't wait for tmw... mousy is teaching me skating... wow... jen lye skating.. later his full moon hit the ice bergegar man.. ahhaa... wish me luck fellas! i'd better wear a pillow behind my jeans...=P

long days...

i haven't been blogging some time... been having long days with lack of sleep and lots of things going on...
first of all, where to start? well... always start with the good ones...=)
well, been spending time with xan lately... hahaa... really it has been great time... xan came over to do some work about personality test for her pastor.. then we went out to buy suresh's present for his bday.... well, i guess next time just bring a girl along when it comes to shopping.. they kinda know better than we guys do in terms of clothing style and fashion... not that i'm all lousy and useless in choosing but then they just know what is best to get for a bday present... so after buying him a shirt, xan went for yoga and i went to pay less books to do some reading... and the funny thing is that xan took me there like a week ago and i spent nearly 30-40 mins searching where is the store when i'm just standing right above it at the first place...
so after yoga, we went to eat fried laksa... ahaha.. yeah.. not asam laksa ppl.. fried laksa... i had fried rice lar.. i prob will eat 2 plates of fried laksa to make me full for dinner...=P then went back, watched a movie halfway until it's time to fetch sis from squash.. by the time i got back home and bathed, it was already 11.30pm...
so on sat morning, as usual, i had to do my squash coaching electives and did it till bout 3pm lidat.. and then was having a slight fever and the situation didn't help with kids driving me up the wall... was dead tired by the time i came home and had to prep for suresh's party later in the evening...
ok... then came the lousy part of the day... my grandma fell again and this time it was pretty bad... my aunt called me like 12.30am to ask me to go over today at 10.30 to carry her to the hospital for painkiller jab. well, i was like ok..... and i wasn't feeling too well either.. but what to do? so just went lar this morning...
as usual hospital being hospitals, u have to wait... and mind u, it's gleneagles intan... saw a Dr. Aru.. nice friendly guy... waited bout 2 hours then my grandma got her jab and we took her back.. then later went to ampang with aunty and uncle to eat yong tau foo...
so now i'm back here translating the rest of the personality test.... and finding time in between to blog as well... if only i could take a nap now, guess it would solve my aching head and muscles... but i just can't sleep a wink...
ok lar.. that's all for now... hope my grandma would get better...
and yeah.. I MISS MY MOUSY ALOT.. ehehehe....=P
see ya folks..=)

luvin' ThE GuArDiAN...

oh well... i finished the book already.. the guardian... it's so twisting, compelling, extraordinary yet romantic...
roughly it's about a widow whom her late husband gave her a dog as a companion when he was gone.. and after i have read the book, it turned out the dog was 'the guardian'.. i won't indulge into details but it was nevertheless a very gripping book to read... it took me bout 3-4 days i guess to finish up the book.. bout 100 pages a day with blogging in betw..=P
last nite adrian msn-ed me asking how was i.. apparently he came back from mmu to start his accountancy course in sunway... man... i support you in whatever you do man... we'll meet up tonite to talk about things... ahha... adrian is one of my 'heng tai's back then in SJ... sama sama lar kita mengharungi onak dan duri.. ahhaha.. my BM is still surprisingly good eh..=P
so later tonite i have a date with adrian (if its even called a date) at sukumaran's... but now i'm just so free.. finish reading the book but then i can't bring myself to writing the stupid elective report... how many pages am i suppose to write? 20-30? 100? i heard that htin aung last time asked his tutees to write at lesat a 100 page report on elective.. i just wonder how lar can i write 100 page report on squash coaching? shit.. this is sooo bad...
but what the heck lar.. not like i'm going pms also... prob i'll just stick to seremban unless some wealthy aunty or uncle comes up and say "won a lottery. couple of hundred thousand. sponsor u ok?"
KNOCK KNOCK.. DREAM ON!!!
one thing that i observe is that how come our lives are not really much of a fairy tale? why do we have to worry this and worry that... can life be a little perfect? i'm not asking for 100% but i'm just wondering is it ok to be at lesat 80% perfect? some things in life we have to learn the hard way if not so, we won't be able to enjoy the fruits of our labour... how true is it? i'm aye aye to this...
so i guess i'm just waiting for 'the break up' and 'garfield' to be aired in cinema... then maybe if i've got the time, or if i want to, maybe i'll just do some political condemnation on that israel attack... bloody americans and british didn't clear up their mess during the world war... now they are left to pay for their negligance.. oh come on... u think palestine's gonna carve a land from nowhere to give to the isrealites? and worst look at their geographical situation.. they are surrounded by all islamic countries.. u think they will let u israelites live in peace? before they can even do anything israel bombards them with missiles... and worst, the us and the uk have no firm stand in asking them to cease fire.. and guess what? in the UN, veto powers are held by both britain and the americans...
2 veto powers don't wanna make a cease fire comment.. and rice can only look in despair but not yet pushing for a cease fire... so what kinda political s**thole is this? and then looking at the islamic countries around israel (syria, iran...etc...) they are so divided by their very own shiiate and suni group... different ways in interpreting the Quran... i mean... boy... can't they just put their differences aside for the good of men? look what they have turned into...
they were once the most intellegent ppl on earth during the caliphs period... they have founded algebra, chemistry, yada yada.... and then look at what's happening now... fighting non stop over differences in the Quran interpretation.. if they put their heads together to stay united, i would bet my bottom dollar that the countries in the middle east would be one of the stronghold in the world's economy.. as in besides the fact that they monopolise the oil industry... they could be players in the economy just like how china has been for the past 4-5 years... we see things in the market 'MADE IN CHINA' or 'MADE IN KOREA'.... but do you see anything 'MADE IN AFGHANISTAN' or 'MADE IN JORDAN'? i mean besides churning out warheads and missiles and C4s for that matter...
i wonder how the world would have been if everyone could just give in a bit of tolerance and upholding justice is as plain as a white cloth... no stains... no dirt... maybe things will change if something like 'the day after tomorrow' aftermath takes place... only then we will understand humility, understand humanity and most important of all unity... there will come a time when the true courage of Men is tested by God.. then we shall know that whoever survives the test are those whose hearts are the most true, filled with love, prayers and compassion to bring peace in the world...