Monday, February 12, 2007

reflections of me

some ppl told me the other day that my blog shows alot about me... cuz my style of blogging gives way to a lot of things that i think of and do each day....

probably that was what hindered me to blog for a period of time... my last post was on the 24th of jan and now it's the 12th of feb.. it's been more that 2 weeks since i last posted something... i've got a lot to write actually.. about kkb, about the short holiday that just concluded and of course about my eating escapades that took place...

i take some time of thinking whether should i continue blogging.... or perhaps change the things i write in my blog...

but this is me... i'm known to my friends i'm a deep thinker.. i'm a person who says what i want to say and have no fear is saying out things that i feel that is supposed to be said.. but sometimes even my close friends wonder whether my actions denote what i think for they too get lost in my already jungled mind...

a blog tells about ppl.. that's true to a certain extend... cuz if u don't blog about urself, then it's hard to gauge what that person is going thru or feels at a certain point of time... have you ever thought some times that u want to get a msg across to somebody but u don't know how or at times u jsut can't? maybe those who created blogs had the intention of doing so, to share their intrinsic point of view perhaps to a selected group of people or maybe even to the rest of the world...

i believe mine's the latter...

i've got off hand comments that states my blog very emo, comments that my blog is somewhat rather personal...

perhaps this is how i like it to be... i hope i never had offended anyone with my post in my blog... it's just a style that i'm comfortable with..

or sometimes all u want to say in a blog is something simple like
"it's been a long day"
"things are just not in my way"
-or-
"i want to say something but i just don't noe how to say kinda feeling"

strange isn't it.. sometimes some things are easier said thru a blog rather than straight to a person.. u might think it's not but u'll be surprised when u actually have that kinda feeling u'll know there's never an end to ur blogging...

perhaps i'm here trying to change the way how ppl blog so they too can blog more about their inner feelings and thoughts so perhaps we can share and jump into their boat and dwell in their miseries or happiness...

or perhaps u r just waiting for a call to come but deep inside u know it won't come..

or perhaps u want to sms someone but knowing well that that person whom u are going to sms hardly replies ur messages prob that someone feels awkward to do so...

or am i just too complicated to comprehend?

i'll just let my blog speaks for itself....