i think i'll be going tioman island alone this time...
sounds so uncool ar? yeah... guess this time i'm just gonna spend my 4d 3n stay in some bloody chalet alone...
sometimes i wonder whether is it cuz i got face problem that no one wants to go with me or i'm just not a good friend to be with... i'm just so willing to even help arrange all the stuff redi... just pay me and you'll get to go...
and everyone's sms is like... 'hey man, sorry pal, can't make it, got something on'... u noe the whole works..
suddenly i feel everything i did or what i've been trying to do just have no effect... so i guess maybe it's just a way of god trying to tell me that i need that time alone... perhaps i can think through things that i thought can't be solved actually can be solved easily instead? or perhaps i'm able to do some soul searching, being able to talk to myself and probably come to a realisation on issues that i've never ever thought of thinking about...
i don't know.. or perhaps i should just pocket the money my dad gave and spend it on some of my favorite stuff.. perhaps a racket? a shoe? but suddenly materials are not what i want.. i just want some company...
sometimes is it just so hard to get? friends? or am i just a lousy one?
argh... just emo lah!!!!
sounds so uncool ar? yeah... guess this time i'm just gonna spend my 4d 3n stay in some bloody chalet alone...
sometimes i wonder whether is it cuz i got face problem that no one wants to go with me or i'm just not a good friend to be with... i'm just so willing to even help arrange all the stuff redi... just pay me and you'll get to go...
and everyone's sms is like... 'hey man, sorry pal, can't make it, got something on'... u noe the whole works..
suddenly i feel everything i did or what i've been trying to do just have no effect... so i guess maybe it's just a way of god trying to tell me that i need that time alone... perhaps i can think through things that i thought can't be solved actually can be solved easily instead? or perhaps i'm able to do some soul searching, being able to talk to myself and probably come to a realisation on issues that i've never ever thought of thinking about...
i don't know.. or perhaps i should just pocket the money my dad gave and spend it on some of my favorite stuff.. perhaps a racket? a shoe? but suddenly materials are not what i want.. i just want some company...
sometimes is it just so hard to get? friends? or am i just a lousy one?
argh... just emo lah!!!!
5 comments:
oh yo! don't emo!!
i guess u must feel a bit sad that u can't find anyone to go holiday with.. but i guess it's just coincidence tat everyone just happen to have smtg to do? nothing to do with u lah. :)
next time if u plan in advance, then more ppl will go with u ya! *pat pat* hehe
dear, don't think like that k? you know i really wanted to go.. you say like that make me sad only.. sometimes we all can't really make decisions because we have to listen to parents..
and, we're going Malacca on sat.. hehe..
love you dear.. SMILE!!
jens to zi yun:
thanks there.. just sometimes feel bored la... maybe that's why..
jens to xandra:
i noe.. it's not ur fault... din post this because of anything.. just emo oni dats all..
i und so don't worry k? =)
aik, apasal didnt call us ?
hahaha
kidding. enjoy the sun,sand and beach mah =)
long time no hear, how're you doing?
ahhaa hey so-p
i din get ur fon no la.. aih.. and i'll be away to kedah on the 20th till the 25th... representing mapcu to play in some squash thing... ahaha..
what's ur fon no? think no island trip redi la this time... perhaps penang la... call u and ur puv to go... ahaha...
see ya... =)
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