i'm staring at my blog page with nothing in mind to blog about...

should i blog about what transpired during the nursing week? neh... everybody's blogging about that.. mine's just about similar but not the same though... but if u read a few of them u will know that mine's roughly the same.. just diff wards and slightly different things we did... but we still took bp, temp and pulse and assisted whenever we can...

well since there's nothing on my mind, and i currently not in the mood of the ah pei kinda blog and i'm kinda drained after camping in the library today, i'll just have a run of the mill kinda style of blogging...

so what's in my mind now? eat... cuz now it's already 7pm and i'm waiting for mum to go out with me for dinner... it's just dinner with mum tonite cuz sis got some prefect dinner and dad's in a meeting... well... i guess i'm getting used to it... think tonite's dinner will be at yu kee bak kut teh..=P it has just rained and the weather is a bit chilly so well, bak kut teh will be the right choice!=P speaking of food, nothing beats ss14... bak kut teh alone got 7 shops, tai chau got about 4 also, mamak got 4, petrol station got 3(which means car washing service also got 3), u can now even buy a proton car cuz we have a showroom here now(that's where i got my wira), u can do the laundry, repair ur shoe with the cobbler, buy reloads, and we have the clinic... 2 in fact on the very same row...

this is seriously boring... ahahaha... cuz i don't noe what to blog... if i start about nursing week, i'll definitely be emo wan... see how patients suffer from all types of disease from COPD to mental disorder to SLE to hydronephritis to Hodgkin's lymphoma.. it's seriously pitiful to look at their condition much less be in their shoes and know what they are going thru.. we are just like from the outside looking in... there's more suffering than what meets the eye...

i'm trying to carve a poem out from my granite head but i just can't... ain't know why.. on some days it comes out fluid as water and on some days, i spent days trying to write about something but it's just not coming out... i'm tired perhaps.. been waking up early to seremban and then back to library to catch up on what i've left out and this and that... i guess after summ2, i will have to take a break... this time i'll prob just spend a day in the club doing some swimming and eating lunch off the plate served beside the swimming pool sipping iced lemon tea.. ahaha.. i'm just dreaming! oooopppss! but nothing wrong wat... everyone has got to have their sanctuary... to feel safe sometimes whenever things are getting tough... i guess my sanctuary is just golf and a relaxing swim and prob catch a movie and later of the night stroll on my field praying hard that there's no clouds so i could catch the stars again....

always remember guys, when u feel lost sometimes, always look up above into the velvet sky and be mesmerised by the beauty of the stars that glitter like jewels far more than any price we could pay on earth... that's beauty and that's an everlasting beauty...