there was a story of a guy who made an everlasting promise to love a girl who meant a world to him. after long years of dating before eventually saving enough money to settle down, the girl then left him broken hearted with a confession that she doesn't love him anymore.. so sad the guy that he told himself that he would try his very best to salvage anything to save his one and only love.

day by day he wrote little poems and left them under her working desk. or at times a short sms to tell her how much he loves her or by just making a cup of coffee and putting it in a plastic cup as he rushed to pick her up before she leaves on the bus. he called her every night to tuck her into bed and wrote little stories to her about ancient lovers who used the stars where they wished both of them were watching the same beauty together.

the girl who was already lost of love fell all in love again. perhaps this is another way of courtship all over again. or perhaps that she realised that it was just part and parcel of a relationship that one has to sacrifice in order to know how much each relationship is actually worth. she made a silent promise that she will do the very same thing if the guy has wandered away in heart.

the silent promise she kept dear to her heart but little did she know that the wait for the guy to fall out of love will be a long wait for before he could lose faith, god loved him more. there on the day where he lay still under the lovely warm lights of god's love she wrote this poem to him:

so cold the autumn wind that blows,
my heart pains free tears flows,
'i'm sorry baby' i whimpered out,
your heart is here save and sound,
come to me in dreams of dreams,
take my love like a never ending stream


jens -12am 2/11/09