Saturday, June 23, 2007

holding on

at times like these,
sometimes i wonder to myself whether can i hold on for another week...
its different cuz suddenly what ive been working for and towards now all boil down to this one more week...
and at times when i flip the notes of gi, haemato or be it cvs i can hardly believe it that ive mostly spent my life in the library, missing out gatherings with old friends especially my form6 friends.
how much i would like to catch up talking to suen and yin, admiring the fact that they are on work and holiday in the US. or just like today meet up with my friends at salmon steak..
ive chose a different path, and i'm ready to walk this path... because i believe in what i'm doing.. but i'm human too... a little reminder from a friend at the wee hours in the morning did some good in telling me to hold my sail steady in the rough winds ahead...
ive sacrificed a lot... i really did. i hope that my sacrifices pays off in the end... to be someone whom ive dreamt to be after all these years, and to those reading this, i hope u will too become a good doctor when u grow up...
ive made promises and promised that if i make it thru this sem, i will at all times remind myself that i am not alone in this preparation and at the end of the day is to believe in myself that i am able to do well because i believe that the effort that ive put in only god will know the honest work ive done....
so i take this opportunity to reach out to those who think they are alone slogging thru heaps of notes and wanting to give up, DO NOT EVER GIVE UP... we have came a long way together and we will get through it... at times i do feel like giving up, but as long as we are being reminded of our purpose here in imu, we shall always fall back to each other when in times of need like now...
all the best M106.

3 comments:

Zzzyun said...

thkq for this post.

i really needed it.

let's hope that all of us will be able to pull thru. =)

xan-di said...

jia you dear!! you can do it.. we all can k? then we can enjoy our holidays.. that time you'll have all the time in the world to catch up with ur F6 friends guilt-free!! hehe.. =D

Jens said...

hehe...
thanks dear.. thanks for all the reminders and ur massages that make me less stress...
muax! i love you..=)